Octopus...How are you..?

I use to b hapi everyday..bt recently so emo..I HATE MYSELF LIKE TAT!!!!
y we become like tat?
I even dunoe d reason y...
i reali miss orientation week..miss everyday b4..
we chat together..laugh togeter..so hapi..

"I'm surrounded by many people,many friends..
BUT..I'm lonely..."

"People are lonely because they have no friends..
I'm lonely because I have friends..."

"Laughing is surrounded me..BUT...
I'm not the one who are laugh..."

"Im smilling everyday..BUT who knows..
I'm just wearing a mask like clown..?"

"I always smile..BUT who knows..
I can only drop my tears in my heart..?"

"I can survive without LOVE..BUT..
It is difficult to live in the world without FRIENDSHIP......."